An amateur video submitted to an SM magazine. *All names are those of the submitters. According to the submitter, her grandparents ran a bookstore, so she was exposed to SM magazines from an early age, which shaped her sexual preferences. She treated SM magazines as her bible, immersing herself in masochistic fantasies alone for years. One day, a man she wasn't particularly fond of confessed to her, and out of curiosity and the moment's atmosphere, she agreed, leading to her first sexual experience. However, she found no excitement in conventional sex. Later, at a drinking party, she had sex with a man while heavily intoxicated, and due to their drunken state, the encounter turned rough and intense. For the first time, she orgasmed from penile penetration and experienced an overwhelming, surprising gush of female ejaculation—so much so that her partner was shocked and recoiled in disgust. After that incident, fear drove her back to masturbation. Eventually, she met her current Master. He is nearly thirty years her senior and, crucially, enjoys her copious squirting, making him an irreplaceable figure in her life. Thanks to him, she was able to fulfill her dream of submitting her story and video, and she expresses her desire to serve him faithfully for the rest of her life.