As an AV actress, I've always played the role of the "perfect student," but my true self is a spoiled, masochistic woman. Inspired by Chisato Shoda's words—"I don't want just foreplay, I want real sex, I want to feel intensely until I'm completely drenched"—we approached this shoot with raw honesty. Responding to her plea, we pursued a deeper, more passionate expression. By discarding concern for my partner's feelings and instead fully surrendering to my own emotions, I opened up a new realm of performance. The resulting work transcends mere sex, revealing a raw expression of fundamental desire and emotion. Through this process, I also encountered a completely new version of myself.