As autumn draws to a close, I find myself reminiscing about those days once again. What I felt for her wasn't just a simple crush—it was her very existence that I loved, deeply embedded in the core of my heart alongside those memories.
After losing the one I loved most, I felt like I had lost everything. Day after day passed with no clue what to do. She was incredibly kind, always attentive to my feelings. She loved reaching orgasm, and her cute, twitching reactions when she came made me bring her to climax countless times since we first met.
We traveled together several times, both domestically and abroad, each trip filling me with happiness. Yet due to various circumstances, we often couldn't have full intercourse, so she used her hands and mouth to satisfy me completely. Despite all that, our relationship ended in an unjust and painful way.
Five years have now passed, and the traces she left behind are slowly fading. I've shut myself in, closed off my heart, and nothing has changed. I've even lost the will to jerk off, finding release only through nocturnal emissions.
That's why I've decided to start anew—beginning each day with masturbation—and use dating apps to find someone with whom I can experience satisfying ejaculation again.
This autumn, whether it brings rain or storm, I'll still go out today to gather field herbs.
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