My husband was consumed by work, and the care of my father-in-law was entirely dumped on me. Exhausted from the unfamiliar daily routine of caregiving and feeling pushed to my limits, I decided to hire a home care service. Ever since, with my father-in-law lying beside us, the caregiver has repeatedly raped me during each visit. Though deep down I felt disgust, pleasure gradually overpowered that emotion. I didn't want to admit I was using loneliness as an excuse—but still…