Due to aging, I found it hard to shake off daily fatigue and began blaming myself. I started hiring an in-home massage therapist to pamper my body once in a while. After divorcing my husband, my body had grown distant from men, yet it became highly sensitive to the masseur's touch, heating up beyond my control. Before I knew it, a relationship developed between us, and I found myself drawn to him. However, my son discovered our affair and began giving me lewd massages as well. From then on, I entered a period of confronting my own body and emotions.