Every day, she used AVs as material for masturbation. Along the way, she realized she had long harbored a secret dream of becoming an AV actress herself. After actually experiencing an AV shoot, she found it more enjoyable than she ever imagined, and sex with the male actor felt incredibly good. Two weeks after her first filming, she confessed her true feelings—things she had never voiced before. "I want to work harder as an AV actress. I truly wish to become like the actress I've always admired. That desire comes straight from my heart."