Sorami, 37, married. I reunited with him at our college alumni reunion—he's someone I knew back then. For the past six years, we've continued this affair. He's married too, and after leaving his corporate job, he now works as an unsuccessful painter. Despite having a family of my own, I'm drawn to his gentleness and body, living each day overwhelmed by uncontrollable emotions. These moments wrapped in his warmth have become something truly special to me.