A work that delves into the true depths of masochism. A swirling impulse seeking humiliation over joy, intense pain over pleasure, and unhappiness over happiness. The reason I destroyed my identity as an idol is because I am a masochist. Hey, did you know? In the world of masochism, ordinary sex isn't enough. We need something more extreme, more shameful, deeper, and closer to the limits. Desire rises endlessly, becoming impossible to suppress. That's why I've left being an idol behind and am now walking this path as a submissive woman. The reason for this choice, these feelings, and the outcome—everything is contained here.