I don't regret it... Just thinking about you makes my body impossible to control. My first affair... but after so long without a man's touch, my body reacts on its own. I catch myself wishing things could stay this way. This illicit trip... I still love my family and husband, but I crave more excitement. Only when I'm with him does the woman inside me awaken. Because he tells me I'm beautiful, I want to feel that moment just one more time. Seeking pleasure from a man who isn't my husband... I feel like there's no going back now.