"I came here because I want to have sex today! I've decided my first time will be with my big sister!" I scream as I lunge forward—this is the record of my traumatic coming-of-age. It all started five years ago... I was mischievously played with by my wild cousin who teased my penis as a joke, making me cum. Ever since that day, I couldn't stop masturbating. Yet, my cousin began avoiding me for some reason. "I can't take it anymore... I need to go all the way... I want to lick her genitals! I want to shove my cock inside!" With that resolve, I ran away from home. And this impulse still drives me forward even now...