I always had no choice but to follow orders. I desperately wanted to fulfill my dream of becoming a caregiver. The job often involves unreasonable demands, and there are times when I become frustrated, but my customers' smiles and satisfaction mean everything to me. I know I'm still inexperienced, and even small things can shake my emotions. This weakness, along with the lewd feelings I can't suppress inside, is something I blame myself for. I'm sorry. *No performers in this work are under 18 years of age.