Driven by my desire to make love to my wife, I often end up losing my erection mid-way. The more desperate I become, the more she blames herself and sinks into sadness. Tormented by this cycle, I decided to ask my wife for something I'd secretly fantasized about—something I once heard from an ex-colleague who divorced his wife. He told me that after discovering footage of her cheating, he felt overwhelming confusion. When asked how he would react, just imagining the scenario sent him into intense arousal, making his erection uncontrollable. I don't believe my wife would ever cheat, but recalling that story, I hoped it might reignite our relationship. Yet nothing changed. Before I knew it, I was on my knees, crying and begging my wife to let another man have her. I knew the fault was mine, and if she wanted to leave, I deserved it. But she asked for time to think. A few days later, she said, "If it's someone you choose..." and forgave me. Since then, I've searched for a man to make love to my wife. Today, the moment arrives—watching her have sex with another man.