I was engaged to my boss's daughter and blessed by many, but I had a secret I couldn't tell anyone. For the past two years, I'd been in a friends-with-benefits relationship with my coworker Emi, meeting several times a month to sleep together. Even after my engagement, she didn't change her attitude at all—we continued seeking pleasure from each other. Today, I'm on a one-night, two-day hot spring trip with Emi. Honestly, I think it's about time to end this affair. Yet, the kind of intense pleasure I experience with her is something I could never have with my sheltered fiancée, and that's what keeps me from letting go.