My husband is a 3-year-older printing company president. We haven't had proper marital conversations, daily life, or intimacy for about ten years—he's been cheating. I blamed myself, and then I got involved with my son. I've always been attracted to young, energetic men. It just happened to be my son. Before he left for school, after he came home, before bedtime—we've had sex countless times. Last week, I went to the gynecologist for a pregnancy test, and the result was positive. It must have been on the night of my son's 20th birthday... I can't possibly bring this child into the world.