A few years ago, I was forced by my father to experience bukkake for the first time. I've long forgotten the face and name of the man who took my virginity that day, but the greasy smell of his sweat remains burned into my memory. Following my father's orders, I've been entangled with countless men—licked, penetrated, mocked, and defiled. Every refusal was met with violence, and the money I earned was almost entirely stolen by my father. The moment I lost the family lottery, my life was over. All I could do was hope for a better next life. ...But recently, things have become a little more enjoyable. Because I found my "muse." He's adorably cute, like a girl, mischievously mean—but that's exactly why I like him. And sometimes he's tender, with an incredibly sexy voice. His name is Reon. I met him by chance at a host club in Kabukicho, and since then, I've been completely obsessed. Life with a crush is amazing. It's the best. My mental strength has become unbreakable. Just thinking about him makes me happy, and if I can be his nourishment, I can endure anything. This month is his birthday celebration. I want to pile up stacks of cash and become his number one girl—absolutely. I still need to earn more... but today's client seems wealthy. Maybe I'll push myself a little harder. I just want to escape the pain of reality. A girl who killed her emotions for her family, enduring silently, now clings desperately to fleeting happiness. The tragic story of a pitiful girl exploited by worthless adults.