I started getting advice on masturbation from an older guy I met through a dating site, and my daily life became a little more exciting. He kept asking to meet up again, but I lacked confidence and felt too shy and worried about how my pussy looked, so I kept refusing. But when I finally told him I wanted him to see my pussy, he said, "I'll check if there's anything strange." It's embarrassing, but the desire for him to really see me is stronger now.