It's been a long time... After serving a 10-year sentence for rape and sexual assault, I've finally been released. Having been abused by my own mother since childhood, my sexuality became twisted. My first experience as a student was with a childhood friend from next door. That day, after being beaten by my mother again, I violently raped the one person who'd always been kind to me. I felt an abnormal pleasure in dominating a woman. That same impulse still controls my mind today.