One night, my best friend's girlfriend, Hikari, came over. She had gotten into a fight with my friend Shoji and wanted someone to talk to. The argument wasn't serious—just a minor disagreement. But as we drank and talked, emotions began to rise. Before I knew it, I had pinned her down, and in that moment, all rational thought vanished. The more I worried about getting caught, the more uncontrollable my excitement became. When I finally came to my senses, we had spent the entire night together until morning.