The first time I exposed myself doing adult things in front of the camera, I was completely overwhelmed and confused—but that incredible sensation is still unforgettable. Perhaps it's precisely because it was my first experience that the pure joy and sense of liberation shine through. Every woman struggles with unfulfilled desires, unable to express her needs to her husband. In those moments, the longing that masturbation alone can't satisfy finds its outlet through the lens. As both mind and body are set free, that instant of discovering pleasure for the first time felt like soaring into the heavens.