Married for 12 years, raising three children together. We haven't had sex in the past two years. Every time I try to initiate, he turns me down. We used to enjoy sex daily, but now there's just emptiness. I suspect he's cheating, but I can't confront him. I've developed feelings for the manager at the real estate office—ten years my senior. Lately, due to age, he sometimes can't get an erection. I've resorted to using toys, but I crave a real man's cock. My husband, my home, my affair—none of it satisfies me. I want to be truly fulfilled, heart and soul, by a professional's skill and a professional's cock. Please take care of me today.