For several months, I hadn't shared any intimacy with my husband—our marriage had become completely sexless. He was always willing to listen to my little concerns, but that turned out to be just an excuse. When I brought up my husband's infidelity, he advised me to simply pretend I didn't know. With the heavy burden of child support and living expenses, divorce isn't a realistic option. As my patience reached its limit, my desire to surrender myself to someone grew stronger each day. Then one day, he suddenly pulled me close inside his car and kissed me. I resisted at first, but the next day, my husband invited me, "Want to go on a trip with me during my business trip?"