Even after getting married, how did we end up in a sexless relationship? I don't even have an especially strong sex drive... Yet, in less than two years, things have come to this—unbelievable. I can't keep carrying this frustration any longer. It's time to seize this one chance, no matter what it takes. Whether it's adultery or anything else, I don't care. Right now, I want to pour my thick, white sperm deep into a trembling womb, surrendering completely to pleasure. I need to experience that moment—immediately.