I've been married to my husband for three years, but he's always away on business trips and never comes home. I feel so lonely. That's how I ended up inviting various men into my house. Masturbating alone over and over again became boring, and I started craving new excitement. Of course, I know this is wrong. But when I see an attractive man, my heart wavers no matter what. Unable to resist that impulse, I end up giving in and taking action.