Memories of SM play with my ex still burn vividly in my mind. He tied me up and tormented me in every way. I can't forget how it made me feel. My husband and I have completely lost connection. My body aches with longing, and I keep recalling those moments with him. At first, I hated being tied up in the bathroom and forcibly taken. But when he whispered, "You're a masochist...", I shivered with arousal. I still can't forget that sensation. Please, tie me up again, torment me, play with me in humiliating positions. That ecstasy still shakes my soul.