Because my husband became obsessed with gambling and accumulated debt, I was lent out to another man to pay the interest. This incident became the turning point where I discovered a side of myself I'd never known before. Taunted with filthy words and having my body toyed with, the desires buried deep within my heart gradually awakened, taking full control of my body with intense pleasure. With each act I accepted while trembling in shame, new impulses emerged, beginning a journey of self-discovery. And in the moment I revealed my true self to my beloved husband, I was completely reborn as a true masochist.