The reason my husband suddenly disappeared might be because he found out I had become his father's sexual plaything and had even started a relationship with our son. Perhaps he saw me as someone completely dominated, both physically and emotionally. In daily life, my body moved only to satisfy his desires. Amidst this, my relationship with my son grew deeper and more terrifying than I could ever comprehend. My husband's attitude changed, and I felt utterly abandoned. Now that I know the truth, all I can do is wonder what I've done and how I'm supposed to live from here on.