After being passionately pursued by my husband, I finally gave in. Married to an older man 15 years my senior, I was initially drawn to his mature charm, but now I find myself complaining that he lacks youthful energy. I know he's attracted to lively, young, and attractive girls—whenever he sees me, I can always feel his excitement growing hard. That firm, insistent desire he directs toward me still captivates my heart to this day.