I ended up giving a handjob to my boyfriend's best friend, Saburo, after not seeing him for a long time. I didn't even notice that my son Kenta was there at the time. That night, memories of Saburo kept replaying in my mind, and while scolding myself, I masturbated. I began craving my son's cock, which looked just like his father's when he was younger. This feeling was as if I were swallowing my own desires whole.