My husband was sent to the battlefield, and I spent one night with his best friend. Since then, our marital relationship has completely broken down, and my husband keeps blaming me. Guilt and desire swirl inside me, and every night my body aches with unbearable longing. Lying beside my husband, I'm touched and teased by his fingers, yet my heart sinks deeper and deeper into sin. Whenever I see the local wandering man, lewd fantasies arise again, and I find myself getting wet. These days of uncontrollable desire just keep going on.