Using my own body as masturbation material actually feels like I'm being fucked by myself. When stimulating my pussy with a vibrator, I can't tell where the pleasure is coming from. I'm completely overwhelmed by this masochistic ecstasy, until I'm practically upside down. Even though it's embarrassing, I can't stop—getting so turned on that I let out vibrating farts, utterly consumed by my own temptation. Every time I have sex with one of the five men, my sensitivity increases, until just cunnilingus brings me to the verge of passing out. Once penetrated, I roll my eyes back, foaming at the mouth from sheer lewdness. And right now, that very same me is once again becoming my own masturbation fantasy, drowning in pleasure.