Arisa initially only viewed erotic images on her mobile site. But before she knew it, she found herself obsessively looking at pictures of SM and rape. Having never actually experienced such acts, and with no one to confide in about her desires, she began projecting herself onto the women in the SM images, indulging in masturbation daily. Yet her pure, untouched twenty-year-old body, overwhelmed by curiosity surpassing fear, honestly voiced her deepest desire: "Please turn me into a public restroom."