Married for 18 years, I've lived in a household with my husband and one son. My husband is working away from home, and my son started living alone in another region this year. I've been alone in the house, with no sexual activity for a long time, spending each night in masturbation. But even this pleasure ends today. Starting tomorrow, my son returns home after six months away, and I can't let him discover me in this situation. Loneliness and tonight's temptation intertwine, marking these painful days.