My first time was with my boyfriend, who was two years older than me, but I don't remember much about it. I was so embarrassed that almost nothing stuck in my memory. I've had two partners in total, both boyfriends, but currently I don't have a boyfriend. I also had a strange experience giving a blowjob to someone on the stairs of an apartment building. At the time, it was out of mere curiosity, but looking back, I realize it wasn't something I should have done.