When I was a first-year high school student, I got my first boyfriend and had my first sexual experience with him at a love hotel after school. I remember turning off the lights because I was so embarrassed, and being so nervous in the darkness that things didn't go smoothly. After entering my second year, a friend gave me an erotic can from Donki, which became my first experience with masturbation. The can came with a vibrator, and although I was excited at first due to the novelty, I didn't end up enjoying it much and rarely do it these days. That's how I've come to be who I am now.