Despite Mikka having volunteered and confirmed her participation two weeks in advance, she grew increasingly anxious as the shoot date approached, eventually becoming frightened and hesitant. During the day-before confirmation call, she responded in an almost tearful voice, saying, "I'm scared..." On the day of the shoot, Mikka showed up for the meeting, but in a soft voice kept repeating, "I want to go home..." Once filming began, she appeared extremely tense, trembling throughout, yet desperately pushed through with visible effort. Her demeanor throughout revealed her true feelings and inner anxiety.