When I was 18, I had a boyfriend younger than me, and during that time, I experienced anal sex—an unusual encounter for me. Back then, I was still inexperienced, so I was shocked by the pain, and afterward, I felt I never wanted to do it again. That pure, youthful emotion still lingers within me today, and recalling that moment makes me slightly embarrassed. Still, considering it was my first time, it remains a very special memory.