When I was 17, I had my first experience in a car. My partner was an older man, and although I felt some anxiety as it was my first time, excitement overwhelmed everything else. Nervous as I was, I responded to his advances and managed to push through. In that moment, experiencing emotions and sensations unlike anything before, I gained something profoundly meaningful. Even now, recalling that day brings both a sense of shyness and deep gratitude toward my younger self.