Q. What are your thoughts and impressions about your first experience?
A. My first time was relatively late, when I was 18. I was dating my boyfriend at the time, and we did it for the first time at his place. I found it far more painful than I had imagined, and it was quite a shock. Afterward, I strongly felt that I never wanted to go through something like that again. I still remember how there was so much blood—it soaked the bed, making it look like a murder scene. It was so painful that I still feel a bit embarrassed about it even now.