One day, while practicing massage to become an esthetician, I asked my son to be my practice partner. While massaging my pubescent son, I may have gotten too focused and pressed against him too closely. Before I realized it, his penis was rock hard. Feeling bad leaving him like that, I gently massaged it by hand until he climaxed. That moment became the starting point—my son began craving that massage more and more, eventually becoming addicted to it.