My first kiss was when I was 10, with a classmate I liked. I was extremely nervous at the time, and I still remember it vividly. My first sexual experience was at 17, with my first boyfriend. Since it was my first time, it was very painful and I almost cried. He was three years older than me, gentle and warm-hearted. We dated for about a year and a half before eventually breaking up. He was incredibly kind and held a special place in my heart. I masturbate about once a week, usually before bed or when I have free time. That time has become an important way for me to relax and heal myself.