He appeared to be just a regular local guy, but in reality, he had taken a bizarre path in life—selling adult videos. After receiving a terminal cancer diagnosis, he began confronting his deepest desires. Sex held no ordinary appeal for him; it was SM and sensual stimulation that gave his life meaning. Sometimes dominant, sometimes submissive, he found his marriage increasingly painful. Though his life seemed outwardly happy, inside he was filled with loneliness and suffering. After being told he had little time left, he decided to create a video expressing his true desires. The film features a tall, stunningly attractive woman being brutally degraded—a fulfillment of his ultimate fantasy. He had always preferred dominating larger women over smaller ones. This video became his final act of self-expression, made at the end of his life to satisfy that longing. Torn between wanting as many people as possible to see it and knowing its content could cause trouble if spread, he faced a dilemma. And just as every good person may harbor a dark side, this video may carry within it the true essence of his final wish.