I finally managed to book a private shoot with my beloved Hikaru, opting for the premium course that allowed an extended filming session. Usually, I can never relax when shooting with others around, but this time, being alone with her in a confined space made it incredibly satisfying. I'm someone who jerks off to Hikaru's videos every week, yet standing in front of her made me so nervous I nearly cried. Slowly, I started touching her discreetly, filming from every possible angle—truly a dream come true. This is exactly why I can keep pushing through my temp job. You understand, right? It's not like it's a crime to touch her a little. After all, she's here working a part-time job; private shoots are just an extension of her work. Our vibes matched perfectly, making everything fun and comfortable, and gradually I grew more at ease—eventually doing the very things I'd only ever fantasized about during masturbation. Please don't be mad. I just want to make the most of this moment, leaving no regrets, indulging in as much dirty fun as possible. It's okay, right?