I had my first experience in my first year of high school with someone I really liked, but it hurt a lot and surprised me. After that, I started having sex with a friend—it's someone who was my senior in a club activity, and we do it about once a week. Still, I'd like to have a real boyfriend. Back in my third year of middle school, their hand suddenly touched my private area, and since it felt kind of good, I ended up doing masturbation for the first time.