When I was a first-year high school student, I was picked up for the first time. On our way back from a trip to the beach together, he suddenly kissed me, leaving me shocked and embarrassed. I still clearly remember the feelings and tension I had at that moment. Later, at age 16, I had my first real sexual experience. My partner was a 40-year-old man, and under his lead, I lost my virginity. His cock was large, so it hurt, but I was satisfied with the new sensation. A few years after that, at age 15, I experienced my first masturbation. It started after I found an erotic novel on my mobile phone, which made me want to try it myself. At first, I did it almost every day, completely addicted to the pleasure. When I finally came for the first time, my mind went completely blank, and I felt a satisfaction unlike anything I'd ever experienced before.