When I started living alone, I suddenly began feeling lonely after my children left home. My husband and I aren't on bad terms, but as a married couple, we haven't been intimate in nearly 20 years—we've basically become roommates. While meeting someone new seemed possible, using dating apps felt a bit scary, and I didn't believe anyone could truly like me. That's why I chose to appear in adult videos like this one. Truthfully, when I get too aroused, I tend to roll my eyes and react in strange ways. I was told this is called "ahegao," and while it's embarrassing, I was genuinely happy when the crew complimented me on it. Thank you.