I realized I was a pervert two years ago, right after graduating high school at 18. All the guys I'd dated before only ever had normal sex. But my boyfriend back then was completely different. At first, our sex life seemed ordinary, but his true nature was intensely sadistic. During one of our private nights, he seemed strangely restless. When I asked what was wrong, he pulled out a blindfold. "Let's try it with this on," he whispered. I hesitated briefly, but obediently put it on. Stripped naked, I was laid down on the bed. Then he cuffed my wrists. "Huh? What's going on?" I asked, confused. "Don't you get excited when you can't move?" he whispered, caressing my breasts. He slowly kneaded them, pinching and rolling my nipples. After securing the cuffs to the bed frame, he spread my legs wide. "See? You're wetter than usual." He whispered again. I could feel my own arousal dripping. Then he started tormenting me with a vibrator. After thoroughly stimulating my body, he flipped me onto my back and thrust inside. He pounded into me hard, missionary style, until I climaxed. Having sex while restrained—it was a sensation I'd never experienced before. He was normally such a gentle guy, yet now he was rough and dominant. That contrast drove me wild. I loved him so much, and being restrained by the one I loved made me feel completely his. After that, regular sex just wasn't enough anymore. That's when I finally realized I wasn't like other girls. I've since broken up with him and dated several other men, but most were shocked by my kinks and disappeared. Right now, I'm single and watch AVs almost every day. My favorite AV actress is Oozora Hibiki—there's something about her that reminds me of myself. Especially those big, touchable, incredibly sexy breasts—we're practically identical. Maybe this industry, where I can explore all kinds of sex, is truly my calling? She claims she first believed in God the moment she had her first orgasm. After today's shoot, she'll probably believe in God all over again.