When I was in my third year of middle school, I had my first experience. My partner was a tutor who helped me improve my grades and also taught me about sex education. I still respect him to this day. Back then, I was really into masturbation and did it almost every day. It all started when I found a vibrator in my older brother's room. In my first year of middle school, I discovered a strange pink-shaped vibrator and intuitively placed it against my private area. I immediately found a spot that felt incredibly good. After keeping it there for a while, I got a sensation like I was about to pee and started trembling uncontrollably. It was a completely new and strange sensation I'd never felt before. I used that vibrator constantly until it finally broke—so my brother might have known what I was doing. Of course, I'm interested in sex, but right now I don't have a boyfriend and I'm sexually frustrated. I haven't met anyone, and I'm not actively trying to find someone either. Recently, though, I was invited by a friend to attend a street dating event. A lot of people there seemed serious about finding a girlfriend, asking questions like, "Are you thinking about marriage?" I felt like I'm still young and want to have more fun for now. Honestly, I was a bit turned off. I even thought it would've been better to just hook up with someone from the event, even if it was only for sex. Still, the people I met seemed kind of off. On my way home, a man approached me and asked, "Wanna do a nice part-time job?" I was bored anyway, so I followed him. A friend had mentioned doing something similar before and said it's not like anyone would find out, so I figured, why not? With all my tension built up, when he started fingering me, I squirted uncontrollably. When he pounded me from below in cowgirl position, I couldn't help shouting, "Ah, no, this feels amazing!" I kept repeating, "It feels good, so good!" He was incredibly skilled. I've never lost myself so completely, feeling so intensely before. I came over and over, both outside and inside.