It's actually pretty common for me to have sex the day before a live show. Usually, I enjoy concerts with lots of headbanging and a sexy vibe, so my excitement naturally builds up beforehand. But today, my emotions felt kind of unstable. I had plenty of time before the live event, and it had been a while since someone approached me, so my mood was all over the place. I really wanted some merch from my favorite artist, and the idea of getting paid made me even more excited. None of my friends have ever done AVs, so I thought it might be kind of cool. I'm not selling my body or anything, but doing this entirely for the sake of the live show? Pushing myself this far just to boost my excitement before taking on the concert—it sort of makes sense. It's not exactly an expression of love for the band, but I guess I'm willing to give this much for it. Since I don't have much sexual experience, I mostly just followed instructions. Being touched feels good, but more often than not, I end up giggling from embarrassment. I was asked to take it deep in my throat during blowjob, and although it was a bit hard to breathe, I did my best. Actually, it kind of turned me on instead. He was gentle—nothing too rough—but when he kept thrusting his big cock into my mouth, unable to fit entirely, thick slippery fluid started welling up from deep in my throat, making it hard to breathe, and that turned me on even more. Maybe I'm a bit of a masochist?