Hello, I was randomly approached and ended up here. When I think of street casting, I usually picture flashy young guys, so I was surprised when an ordinary middle-aged man spoke to me this time. Since I was bored and had the day off, I unusually decided to accept the invitation. As it turned out, he was offering me an AV shoot. I'm normally a serious and plain office lady, so I felt anxious, wondering if I could really do something like appear in an adult video. Then he said, "We prioritize sexiness over youth," gently stroking my hair. I felt a sudden tingling sensation deep inside—a part of me that hadn't been used in a while—and I was a bit flustered by my own reaction. I admit I enjoy erotic things, but I'm not good at making the first move, and right now I don't have a boyfriend. Because of that, I haven't had sex in a long time. Even when I masturbate occasionally, I still crave a man's warmth and can't feel fully satisfied. Sometimes I get close to someone introduced by a caring friend, but at my age, the word "marriage" always lingers in my mind, making it hard to take the step into an actual relationship. After much thought, maybe it was because I saw this man as "a one-time-only partner" that I felt safe enough to confess my sexual frustration to a complete stranger. The comfort found in such an unusual situation felt incredibly soothing.