I have several boyfriends, a busy job, and lots of friends. People think I'm serious and responsible, but after work, I go out drinking, attend classes or lessons here and there, and meet up with one of my boyfriends. Honestly, I'm popular. But still, I can't feel truly fulfilled in daily life without that thrilling, heart-pounding excitement. No matter how hard I try every day, it all just becomes routine, and that doesn't bring real satisfaction. That's why I occasionally need to boldly express myself. That's how I decided to do it through making an AV.